bffjill:

You know that “Help” button on the menu bar? What if you clicked it, were able to type what you want fixed in your life, and then it fixed it.
Just a random thought.

“i wish you would step back from that ledge my friend, and cut ties with all the lies that youve been livin in and, if u do not wanna see me again, i would understand”

Fitting i guess

I think its time i stop worrying about other people, and start taking care of myself

I fucked up

So given the current situation that I am in, has really got me thinking about my life and what I am doing with it. What is my purpose? What am I supposed to be doing? All questions that seem to not have an answer at this time. I know God doesn’t show us the road map all st once, he slowly reveals it piece by piece as He sees that we are ready. This kinda frustrates me though. Cuz Im the kinda person that just wants to know the end result do I can get to it and do it. I feel that at this point I have no direction. What is it that is stopping me from knowing the next piece? What do I need to know and how do I obtain it? Was moving to fresno a mistake? Was it Gods plan for me? Or just my own plan? Was it a bad decision? Did I miss an oportunity?

I’m so confused…

So what the hell do I do now?